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Jul. 25th, 2023 10:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeToday I had my midyear review.
I didn't know that it would be a review as it was scheduled as my monthly one on one meeting.
This is what my manager said is my development for the year. Take an excel class. That is it. Just how am I to get a raise with that? I dont now what bothers me more...that she thinks I'm stupid... or she just cant be bothered with me? I work so hard. I have taken excel classes. I know excel better than she does. I just don't like working with spreadsheets. It is a job with no meaning. It is just tit work.
I DON'T BELONG but I cant leave. I cant take the pay cut and I cant loose the flexibility for Dad's appointments.
The was an offer of OT from another manager. Its researching returned mail. More crap work but I can get about $40 an hour just to open mail. Ill put some energy in that because it has the potential to up my social security if I am not laid off. If I am laid off anything going to pay my bills will be a help.
I'll also take the work online excel class during an office day so she can see me and Ill email her my completion.
I didn't know that it would be a review as it was scheduled as my monthly one on one meeting.
This is what my manager said is my development for the year. Take an excel class. That is it. Just how am I to get a raise with that? I dont now what bothers me more...that she thinks I'm stupid... or she just cant be bothered with me? I work so hard. I have taken excel classes. I know excel better than she does. I just don't like working with spreadsheets. It is a job with no meaning. It is just tit work.
I DON'T BELONG but I cant leave. I cant take the pay cut and I cant loose the flexibility for Dad's appointments.
The was an offer of OT from another manager. Its researching returned mail. More crap work but I can get about $40 an hour just to open mail. Ill put some energy in that because it has the potential to up my social security if I am not laid off. If I am laid off anything going to pay my bills will be a help.
I'll also take the work online excel class during an office day so she can see me and Ill email her my completion.
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Date: 2023-07-26 11:11 pm (UTC)