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[ravena_kade]

Today Dad had an echocardiogram. His heart function has not gotten any better. He had hoped that something would change. He does not fully comprehend what congestive heart failure is. He wants it to be better. It doesn't get better. One day it just stops. They did notice that one of his valves still has a flip..so blood splashes back into the heart. Not sure if he can have another clip put in or not. We will find that out at next week's appointment. This is why I work where I do. I did not loose any time for this. He walks into my building. I walk to the department with him...do the paperwork and they call me when they are done and I get him. Even next week's appointment will just be on my lunch break. Today the boss was in until 11. We did a small amount of training. I think some of my issue is that she is getting me at 6 AM. Atthat time I can do the day to day functions but talking is hard. I think I am sleep deprived and it is affecting me. I get about 3.5 to 4.5 hours of sleep a night. I can sleep until 6:30 on the weekends. The boss tells me today that she wants the office manager trainee to sit with me as she trains me. Ok. I don't mind. I need a back up I can trust. She also knows how the boss thinks. When the boss left I told her that I was happy that she would be working and learning with me, but I was sorry too if she didn't want to learn this. She was funny. She said she was okay with this. She looks at it like gaming and she has unlocked the next level. Umm...okay. I'm glad she is happy. She also said that while I was upset yesterday she wants me to know that the boss often says that she likes me and that she means it. Um okay. I'm glad of that. I just need more her time. Later I record and email from the boss about setting up zoom trainings. FINALLY. I wonder if the manager trainee had something to do with that.

Comments

[disneydream06]

I am sorry to hear about your sleep deprivation.
I totally understand and know where you are coming from. :o
{{{HUGS}}}

Fingers are crossed that having manager trainee involved will help with your training too. :)
HUGS, Jon

[malterre]

Your boss sounds maddening
And sorry your Dad doesn't really want to let his situation sink in, maybe it's better for his optimism

[brickhousewench]

I think I am sleep deprived and it is affecting me. I get about 3.5 to 4.5 hours of sleep a night.

There's no "think" about it, you ARE sleep deprived. =(

I honestly don't know how you function on so little sleep. I'm a completely zombie with that little.