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[ravena_kade]

Not sleeping well. If I wake up for just a moment in the middle of the night my brains swells with anxiety over job hunting, trying to get unemployment, and Dad stuff. Bah.

One of the issues is that I have to do what I absolutely don't want to do...like an aversion right to my core, soul, heart of hearts... but our culture and capitalizing world pushes me there... It is what is needed, but I have PTSD over it. Sigh It's part of the anxiety.

I did get to spend some time in the front garden. I need some pumpkins to finish it off.

My sister comes back on Thursday and things will be more chaotic. Texas Uncle isn't showing up. So one less thing off my plate. I have PTO from Oct 12 to Oct 23. Hopefully during that time I can set up my new computer and printer. Dad also has 3 Dr appointments that week.

Tomorrow is a bank holiday so I hope to write all Dad's bills, go food shopping and find a spot in the house to take a head shot for my LinkedIn profile.

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[fbhjr]

I hope things work out for you and the stress drops some.

[disneydream06]

I had a doctor's appointment and finally remembered to talk to him about sleep, or lack there of.
He wrote a prescription for me to try. I hope it works. I am so tired of sleeping for 3-4 hours a day. :o
Tired of it and just tired. UGH...

I keep seeing pumpkins around and want to buy some, but I don't know if I should or not.
I bought some silica sand yesterday, I am going to try and dry some flowers from a couple of the funeral bouquets.
HUGS, Jon

[ravena_kade]

You can buy Pumpkins...

Your Dad live a long and full life and had you t take care of him until you couldn't. Celibrate his life in simple ways. Pumpkins are a simple thing. It's okay.

HUGS

[disneydream06]

Thank you. ♥