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Jun. 10th, 2021 04:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeGetting emails about having to go back in the office.
I am finding that I have a lot of anxiety over this.
Not that I love working at home. I know that getting back out there will be better for me mentally.
I think part of the anxiety is about seeing the Boston Boss. I have a lot of anger towards her and I am afraid I am not a good enough actor not to let it show.
Another part is that I still feel demoted. I feel shamed and don't want my coworkers to see that.
And the reality is that my team leader is not in this state so there is no need for me to be in the office.
I do hope I can work a few days remote.
I am finding that I have a lot of anxiety over this.
Not that I love working at home. I know that getting back out there will be better for me mentally.
I think part of the anxiety is about seeing the Boston Boss. I have a lot of anger towards her and I am afraid I am not a good enough actor not to let it show.
Another part is that I still feel demoted. I feel shamed and don't want my coworkers to see that.
And the reality is that my team leader is not in this state so there is no need for me to be in the office.
I do hope I can work a few days remote.
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Date: 2021-06-11 12:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-06-11 06:50 pm (UTC)