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ravena_kadeI am in an odd/ sad mood. The nightmares with my Mom do not help., but that is just back ground. Grits'sef is weird and takes time... and I still look at it as someone killed her with dirty hands... but I am no famed Spaniard looking for a 6 fingered man. The reality is that I can't prove anything so ... and hearing that is God's will makes me think that the current political turmoil is God's will too... and I don't believe that God is that much of an asshole... well, maybe Loki or Aries.... but....
Fork has not in not a great mood. I was given the raise, but they are refusing to teach me anything new. What I do is so niche that I have a feeling it will be sent to Europe and I am not strong enough in other functions to be kept...that and the boss and I just don't seem to be friendly. I try. I go out of my way to be nice. I even buy lottery tickets for the team and bring in sacks....
She told me that they would not hire for snotty gals position, but then they brought in another guy who has been in the male room for 15 years. His only qualification is that he is friends with the Vietnamese woman that took over both snotty gals work and my trainers fork (instead of letting me do it). When asked about it I was told that it would be easier for the Vietnamese woman to train in Vietnamese and she is friends with this person. Please note that I have nothing bad to say about both these people. They are nice and hard working... but I am being ignored. And then the boss moved me to sit with the dinosaur woman so now I don't even face the department or hear anything about my job function... I am not even invited to the meetings about my job changes and the systems changes that will take place in October. I have done systems conversions before. I quality tested a whole new commissions system for METLIFE.
On Friday the trainer who no longer works in my area asked me why I did not ask for help last week. Ummm, the boss was on vacation, the dinosaur was sick (and really cannot help) and the trainer herself was in Ohio. Just who the hell was going to help. So just before I leave on Friday she says that she will talk to my Boss... I asked her not to do anything when I am not there. Don't make me feel like I have to cancel my day off. At the time I thought I could see a missing friend. Now I am worried about what I will walk into. I know I am not liked, but I do good work and a lot of work. I may not be as good as the trainer, but she doesn't work in my department any more. There is no one better.
Fork has not in not a great mood. I was given the raise, but they are refusing to teach me anything new. What I do is so niche that I have a feeling it will be sent to Europe and I am not strong enough in other functions to be kept...that and the boss and I just don't seem to be friendly. I try. I go out of my way to be nice. I even buy lottery tickets for the team and bring in sacks....
She told me that they would not hire for snotty gals position, but then they brought in another guy who has been in the male room for 15 years. His only qualification is that he is friends with the Vietnamese woman that took over both snotty gals work and my trainers fork (instead of letting me do it). When asked about it I was told that it would be easier for the Vietnamese woman to train in Vietnamese and she is friends with this person. Please note that I have nothing bad to say about both these people. They are nice and hard working... but I am being ignored. And then the boss moved me to sit with the dinosaur woman so now I don't even face the department or hear anything about my job function... I am not even invited to the meetings about my job changes and the systems changes that will take place in October. I have done systems conversions before. I quality tested a whole new commissions system for METLIFE.
On Friday the trainer who no longer works in my area asked me why I did not ask for help last week. Ummm, the boss was on vacation, the dinosaur was sick (and really cannot help) and the trainer herself was in Ohio. Just who the hell was going to help. So just before I leave on Friday she says that she will talk to my Boss... I asked her not to do anything when I am not there. Don't make me feel like I have to cancel my day off. At the time I thought I could see a missing friend. Now I am worried about what I will walk into. I know I am not liked, but I do good work and a lot of work. I may not be as good as the trainer, but she doesn't work in my department any more. There is no one better.
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Date: 2017-07-10 08:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-07-10 09:42 pm (UTC)There is a system's conversion coming up and I think I can show my stuff there... my co workers language skills will mean they cannot participate in the meetings or write doc. I hope to be able to network then. I do have to wait 7 months before I can look for other jobs in the company.
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Date: 2017-07-11 10:02 am (UTC)