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Jan. 19th, 2021 05:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeThis weekend I wasn't in any good head space.
I did try to go out to a couple of stores for things small stores, but they were closed because staff had COVID. =(
I did walk the beach after high tide. It fit good. Tons of clam shells, not just the soft shells, but the hard ones...soft ones, think Steamers, had think Cherry Stone. I even found a bat scallop shell. This just means that they bay is getting healthier. The mud still has a smell at low tide and you sink in it...but that is what a mud bottomed bay does. Its not like open water and sand.
There were so many open clams that caught my attention. Really. I asked a group of Crones if it had any meaning/symbolism. 2 say it meant they were dead. Yeah, the internet if full of smart asses. One pointed me to some info... she understood that my question was about the noticing and being called to them. She said it could be a spirit animal . The info said some things about a clam or mussel being a spirit animal suggests you should try to be happy where you are. Great the universe is telling me that too. I wonder if it is bad Karma to find your spirit animal delicious ;-) It does give more meaning to that ring I want ;-)
The thing is that I feel like a beef cattle... and I know what the slaughter house is and I am trying to get out of that line, but I cant...
Last night I went to the animal shelter. It was good to be with people and dogs All ere nice. The dogs were very happy for cuddles and play.
oh well...to work. Sigh. Let's see how many lies there are today.
I did try to go out to a couple of stores for things small stores, but they were closed because staff had COVID. =(
I did walk the beach after high tide. It fit good. Tons of clam shells, not just the soft shells, but the hard ones...soft ones, think Steamers, had think Cherry Stone. I even found a bat scallop shell. This just means that they bay is getting healthier. The mud still has a smell at low tide and you sink in it...but that is what a mud bottomed bay does. Its not like open water and sand.
There were so many open clams that caught my attention. Really. I asked a group of Crones if it had any meaning/symbolism. 2 say it meant they were dead. Yeah, the internet if full of smart asses. One pointed me to some info... she understood that my question was about the noticing and being called to them. She said it could be a spirit animal . The info said some things about a clam or mussel being a spirit animal suggests you should try to be happy where you are. Great the universe is telling me that too. I wonder if it is bad Karma to find your spirit animal delicious ;-) It does give more meaning to that ring I want ;-)
The thing is that I feel like a beef cattle... and I know what the slaughter house is and I am trying to get out of that line, but I cant...
Last night I went to the animal shelter. It was good to be with people and dogs All ere nice. The dogs were very happy for cuddles and play.
oh well...to work. Sigh. Let's see how many lies there are today.
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Date: 2021-01-19 05:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-01-21 10:28 pm (UTC)The thing is that I feel like a beef cattle... and I know what the slaughter house is and I am trying to get out of that line, but I cant...
Does that mean you are trying not to eat meat but its hard? If so, I am in the same boat :-(
Hope things start going better for you.