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Nov. 21st, 2020 07:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeI did yesterday wrong. I should have been working on my resume while waiting be contacted by IT ...who never contacted me. Frustrating.
We had a meeting at 11 and the Boston boss said there would be changes under the new CEO...dont be surprised. She also said that we would be aligning differently so things make more sense. I get the feeling I am being pushed father out. Will it be far enough that I dont have anything to do with Boston or do I get pushed outage door. I'd love to not report to the Boston boss at all, buttons do that they have to pull me off of VISA or outsource the function... and if they do that they can get rid of me.
Today I woke up feeling like I have been thrown away trash and I cant get out of the trash can. I feel so stuck and not wanted.
I need to think of something to do if I am laid off or for when the pandemic is over. I dont care if I work Saturdays if I have a week day off. I need some flexibility for dealing with house things and Dad's medical care. I need enough money not to loose the house. I need healthcare, but will go without if I cant find a job with it.
Today would have been a big craft show. Sad that I cant do them. I enjoyed the interaction with MOST people.
Today I did some yard work...it felt good to get out.
The biggest thing for today is that I found out that Frankie will mouse. He was stalking something under the sofa and I got down to look and saw nothing. I bit later I heard bump bump bump bump and Frankie comes running from under the sofa and goes across the roman comes back with a mouse in his mouth. He left the living room and ran down stairs with it. Dropped it on the stairs and then grabbed it again...brought it down to dad...and it got away. We cornered it and tried to grab it to get it outside, but it got away again. It is now under the stove. Frankie is on high alert.
We had a meeting at 11 and the Boston boss said there would be changes under the new CEO...dont be surprised. She also said that we would be aligning differently so things make more sense. I get the feeling I am being pushed father out. Will it be far enough that I dont have anything to do with Boston or do I get pushed outage door. I'd love to not report to the Boston boss at all, buttons do that they have to pull me off of VISA or outsource the function... and if they do that they can get rid of me.
Today I woke up feeling like I have been thrown away trash and I cant get out of the trash can. I feel so stuck and not wanted.
I need to think of something to do if I am laid off or for when the pandemic is over. I dont care if I work Saturdays if I have a week day off. I need some flexibility for dealing with house things and Dad's medical care. I need enough money not to loose the house. I need healthcare, but will go without if I cant find a job with it.
Today would have been a big craft show. Sad that I cant do them. I enjoyed the interaction with MOST people.
Today I did some yard work...it felt good to get out.
The biggest thing for today is that I found out that Frankie will mouse. He was stalking something under the sofa and I got down to look and saw nothing. I bit later I heard bump bump bump bump and Frankie comes running from under the sofa and goes across the roman comes back with a mouse in his mouth. He left the living room and ran down stairs with it. Dropped it on the stairs and then grabbed it again...brought it down to dad...and it got away. We cornered it and tried to grab it to get it outside, but it got away again. It is now under the stove. Frankie is on high alert.
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Date: 2020-11-22 03:57 pm (UTC)i don't know what to say about your work. i know you love Boston, and you're good at your job, so i have my fingers crossed that the new CEO ends up meaning there is more opportunity for you to stay in the area, not less. <3
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Date: 2020-11-22 04:26 pm (UTC)I did find it eating breakfast out of Frankie's bowl... dropped a box on it and got it outside.
As for work I think I have to wait the pandemic out for a Boston gig as people are getting covid from new jobs =( I want the package and then maybe think of something else to do. I just have to figure out what. I would be fine working retail hours, but I need better pay than that. It's why I am stuck. I'd like to find a job I like, but not deal with things when a boss hires you but then doesn't like you enough to let you grow.
If it wasn't for covid Id try to have a ceramic class...or take a ceramic class with non ancients.
I need more social. Too much isolation now...and family just doesnt have any communications that alleviate the isolation...
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Date: 2020-11-22 06:40 pm (UTC)WOW. cheeky little bugger. his near-miss didn't teach him ANYTHING, did it??
and yes... the isolation is A Thing. *HUG*
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Date: 2020-11-24 01:25 am (UTC)LOL, that could explain why Frankie went after it!
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Date: 2020-11-22 11:05 pm (UTC)