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Nov. 5th, 2021 11:00 pmLast night was triggering.
Dad needed a routine MRI to see what was going on with his back. This time it was at the place where I had to take Ma in a wheelchair car and they legs us for 5 hours. Dad's MRI took 45 minutes and I was alone in teh space... and all I could hear in my head was my Mom crying in pain.
Its been 5 years. 5 years ago today I had to make the discussion not to save her...
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On to better things.
Tomorrow I have a craft show. Not sure how it will go. I have some jewelry, some ceramics and some paintings.
I have enjoyed making new jewelry.I hope to be able o keep making some, even if it is just for my enjoyment.
I am tired. I am glad I have a long weekend.
Dad needed a routine MRI to see what was going on with his back. This time it was at the place where I had to take Ma in a wheelchair car and they legs us for 5 hours. Dad's MRI took 45 minutes and I was alone in teh space... and all I could hear in my head was my Mom crying in pain.
Its been 5 years. 5 years ago today I had to make the discussion not to save her...
****
On to better things.
Tomorrow I have a craft show. Not sure how it will go. I have some jewelry, some ceramics and some paintings.
I have enjoyed making new jewelry.I hope to be able o keep making some, even if it is just for my enjoyment.
I am tired. I am glad I have a long weekend.
