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Nov. 2nd, 2021 09:30 pmAfter yesterday's conversation with the team leader I finally hear about the training I am supposed to give to move the VISA function. The department wants to start the week that the team leader and the new person are both on vacation and I am covering all their work. The Boston Boss is also on vacation.
I told the team leader that I want to propose that we movie to December as I will not have the resources to train and back up 2 people plus do my own work. She was trying to sell me into how this was a good thing and her goal was to get me off of VISA so I can take on more and more recon work (which I loath) before December. I said that my goal is not to have a nervous breakdown by Thanksgiving. I mentally cannot do everything. I am starting at 4 AM as it is.
She then goes on and on about how others are stressed, etc... and how she is trying to keep the team from falling apart. i say that while that is a shame, and I wish them well...this is not about them , or you, it's about me. I cant train and do 2 other people's work. I dont know how to trouble shoot the work I am backing up and things always go wrong. Now I am not saying no t training. I want to train. I will train tomorrow, even next week. That way it will be just fielding questions while people are out on PTO. I am not mentally able to train starting the dates the want under the circumstance.
I dont know how else to say it. I dont know how else to put my foot down when I cant afford to just walk out. I dont have a doctor that has seen me enough to write me a medical excuse.
I told the team leader that I want to propose that we movie to December as I will not have the resources to train and back up 2 people plus do my own work. She was trying to sell me into how this was a good thing and her goal was to get me off of VISA so I can take on more and more recon work (which I loath) before December. I said that my goal is not to have a nervous breakdown by Thanksgiving. I mentally cannot do everything. I am starting at 4 AM as it is.
She then goes on and on about how others are stressed, etc... and how she is trying to keep the team from falling apart. i say that while that is a shame, and I wish them well...this is not about them , or you, it's about me. I cant train and do 2 other people's work. I dont know how to trouble shoot the work I am backing up and things always go wrong. Now I am not saying no t training. I want to train. I will train tomorrow, even next week. That way it will be just fielding questions while people are out on PTO. I am not mentally able to train starting the dates the want under the circumstance.
I dont know how else to say it. I dont know how else to put my foot down when I cant afford to just walk out. I dont have a doctor that has seen me enough to write me a medical excuse.
