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Aug. 13th, 2019 06:41 pmI think the splints are making things worse. The pain is now shooting up not arms, The meds have done nothing for the fingers. I am still waiting for the referral letter for therapy.
The CBD lotion is doing Nothing.
The bills are coming in. $500 in medical bills and nothing has been done for me. $500 is a tank of heating fuel.
Last night I was so tired I was dizzy and spaced out. I dint like that feeling. It carried over into today.
I finished all the reporting and will meet the new boss tomorrow. I do hope we can click.
Mu supervisor is ticking me ogg... more so since I am not feeling up to par. Yesterday when walking to the train station her car was stopped at the cross walk. I smiled and waved at her. She didn't wave or smile back. I was only a car hood's length away from her. And if she cold not see me then she has no business driving. I thought she at least would have acknowledged me as being crazy or funny. Nope.
I have an idea for an art abandonment project... it's where you leave small art items/tokens around for people to find. I am going to make ceramic sand dollars and leave them to be found. I find joy in hunting for sand dollars but they are so fragile. I can make and glaze ceramic ones.
Next week I am on Vacation. Looking forward to it. IT's a stay-cation, but that is okay. I will go back to my beach and get the house in order.
The CBD lotion is doing Nothing.
The bills are coming in. $500 in medical bills and nothing has been done for me. $500 is a tank of heating fuel.
Last night I was so tired I was dizzy and spaced out. I dint like that feeling. It carried over into today.
I finished all the reporting and will meet the new boss tomorrow. I do hope we can click.
Mu supervisor is ticking me ogg... more so since I am not feeling up to par. Yesterday when walking to the train station her car was stopped at the cross walk. I smiled and waved at her. She didn't wave or smile back. I was only a car hood's length away from her. And if she cold not see me then she has no business driving. I thought she at least would have acknowledged me as being crazy or funny. Nope.
I have an idea for an art abandonment project... it's where you leave small art items/tokens around for people to find. I am going to make ceramic sand dollars and leave them to be found. I find joy in hunting for sand dollars but they are so fragile. I can make and glaze ceramic ones.
Next week I am on Vacation. Looking forward to it. IT's a stay-cation, but that is okay. I will go back to my beach and get the house in order.
