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Jun. 21st, 2017 09:43 pmLast night was full of nightmares that brought e back to Ma's death... and how helpless and stupid and guilty I feel over it.
The kitchen is finally done. I do like it...and we now get to do the touch ups on what we have painted. Once that is done I will post photos.
No one has called me for anymore money so I think we are done. I need to make a call as I want a receipt... if I have to get rid of the house I need that to write off for my capital gains tax....still trying to win a lottery ticket to pay off the house and live here forever... not a great financial plan, I know...
Frankie the cat now has full run of the 2 family house. That means he is not sitting on me as much so I can actually type. Today he actually met us at the downstairs door when we came home. He is still very lovable, I just wish I could get hie to stop scratching the sofas...even when I have them surrounded by scratching posts.
Did the doctor thing..this triggered the nightmares. Results are thatI am fat and old... they want me to stop the only med I take... but that will throw me all out of wack... I am not ready to make that change yet... and frankly that one thing was the only thing that kept me going back. Doctor visits cause me more pain and stress than they help.
Trying to wrap my head around some fall ceramics and trying to sell items...I just have to be able to put in some hours at night and not retreat to bed at 8 PM... I can't afford 8 hrs sleep at this point.
The kitchen is finally done. I do like it...and we now get to do the touch ups on what we have painted. Once that is done I will post photos.
No one has called me for anymore money so I think we are done. I need to make a call as I want a receipt... if I have to get rid of the house I need that to write off for my capital gains tax....still trying to win a lottery ticket to pay off the house and live here forever... not a great financial plan, I know...
Frankie the cat now has full run of the 2 family house. That means he is not sitting on me as much so I can actually type. Today he actually met us at the downstairs door when we came home. He is still very lovable, I just wish I could get hie to stop scratching the sofas...even when I have them surrounded by scratching posts.
Did the doctor thing..this triggered the nightmares. Results are thatI am fat and old... they want me to stop the only med I take... but that will throw me all out of wack... I am not ready to make that change yet... and frankly that one thing was the only thing that kept me going back. Doctor visits cause me more pain and stress than they help.
Trying to wrap my head around some fall ceramics and trying to sell items...I just have to be able to put in some hours at night and not retreat to bed at 8 PM... I can't afford 8 hrs sleep at this point.
