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Sep. 1st, 2020 06:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeThis was my yesterday;
So the boss is now making me do all the prep work for my accounting but is making me pass on the accounting to other people who do not understand the function.
Instead of talking to me about how they are realigning my position to be a dinosaur she sent a group email.
I am furious. About the group email part. I know the reasoning. They needed a dinosaur not a jen.
I sent an instant message saying I want a phone call.
She is ignoring it.
All I want is a little respect
*******
Finally got a call from the boss... it was this is the way it has to be. I said that having me tell people who do not know the job well enough to question what I am doing is pretty much the same as me doing it in a true audit sense. She would not listen. I said that I should train my back up to do the claims then... she said they were too busy (wo just 10 minutes before my back up said she had no work most days). I said this wasn’t right. She said it is what it is. I went quiet. She asked if I had any other questions. I said I had nothing else to say... generally I always have something to say so she knows I am furious. I ended the call by saying “I know you must be busy...”
I turned off my computer for a bit. I know she can see that.
She called back wanting me to understand that she just wasn’t taking things away. That I would be doing reconciliation. I said I understood. She tried selling it to me like a used car. I said I understood. She said I would be learning what the Genius person did for the rec team. I could not swallow that. I said that this person did all their tech. I am not qualified for that. It is not my strength. I have been told by the team lead that I would be doing recs. Well it would be learning new things. It will be staring at more excel sheets all day and begging people to clear them. I understand the role. It’s just I thought I evolved out of that 5 years ago and I feel demoted.... as I said in March... and only finding out major job changes in group email is disrespectful and humiliating.
She said we don’t get to pick what upper management has planned for us. I said I understand... but being demoted after the hard frustrating work I have put in leaves me disappointed. I while I don’t get to choose I am disappointed that this was chosen for me .
******
and today it hit me that I was traded out for someone smarter...she can't get rid of me...but she can stuff me in a closet.
and keep so busy I can't rest at home...busy but no credit...
I am so depressed.
So the boss is now making me do all the prep work for my accounting but is making me pass on the accounting to other people who do not understand the function.
Instead of talking to me about how they are realigning my position to be a dinosaur she sent a group email.
I am furious. About the group email part. I know the reasoning. They needed a dinosaur not a jen.
I sent an instant message saying I want a phone call.
She is ignoring it.
All I want is a little respect
*******
Finally got a call from the boss... it was this is the way it has to be. I said that having me tell people who do not know the job well enough to question what I am doing is pretty much the same as me doing it in a true audit sense. She would not listen. I said that I should train my back up to do the claims then... she said they were too busy (wo just 10 minutes before my back up said she had no work most days). I said this wasn’t right. She said it is what it is. I went quiet. She asked if I had any other questions. I said I had nothing else to say... generally I always have something to say so she knows I am furious. I ended the call by saying “I know you must be busy...”
I turned off my computer for a bit. I know she can see that.
She called back wanting me to understand that she just wasn’t taking things away. That I would be doing reconciliation. I said I understood. She tried selling it to me like a used car. I said I understood. She said I would be learning what the Genius person did for the rec team. I could not swallow that. I said that this person did all their tech. I am not qualified for that. It is not my strength. I have been told by the team lead that I would be doing recs. Well it would be learning new things. It will be staring at more excel sheets all day and begging people to clear them. I understand the role. It’s just I thought I evolved out of that 5 years ago and I feel demoted.... as I said in March... and only finding out major job changes in group email is disrespectful and humiliating.
She said we don’t get to pick what upper management has planned for us. I said I understand... but being demoted after the hard frustrating work I have put in leaves me disappointed. I while I don’t get to choose I am disappointed that this was chosen for me .
******
and today it hit me that I was traded out for someone smarter...she can't get rid of me...but she can stuff me in a closet.
and keep so busy I can't rest at home...busy but no credit...
I am so depressed.
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Date: 2020-09-02 07:44 am (UTC)