IT WAS A MONDAY TYPE OF MONDAY.
Jul. 13th, 2020 03:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeI was not in the mood for work... this being cooped up and tethered to the work computer is actually worse than when I was unemployed...because after my 6 to 8 hours looking for jobs I could go OUT.
It hate to get motivated when you work 3 ft away from your bed.
I have a new office chair coming. I will see if it works with the kitchen table. My kitchen is tiny...tiny enough that the fridge is outside in the hall. I don't really cook daily in there so the table just catches junk. If the chair height works with the table lets it will be my new office space. If it does not, then I will get a small white computer desk and take down the table. It makes me sad because it was used by both my Grandmother and Great Grandmother... for baking...not F'n spread sheets.
My Boss is on Vacation starting Wednesday. Looking forward to that.
I sent documentation to the people in Pennsylvania about the work they are to cover while Im out for Lobster Week. They thanked me for the doc and said they would meet a week from Friday. Ummm... it took a year to train someone on how to do what I need them to do on my VISA account...and even then it was messed up. They said we will look at it on the 24th. Wow... I can feel the team spirit. I sent a reply. The boss said nothing. I left it with "Okay, Thank you" That is my work euphemism for F.U. I do hope the call the boss while I am out.
At 9 AM I get a text from my friends in senior housing. They needed something so the call. Its interesting how I had put u with "non driving comments for years, but when something is needed I am there...not all the people with cars.
The disable friend fell 6 weeks ago and broke her arm. I had done some errands for them when they were car less... I had not visited because I didn't want to give a sick person any germs. Well, tomorrow the Roommate is going tp drive in a Birthday drive by for her 90 year old sister and the one with the broken arm cannot be left alone. She can't be alone because she needs a walker to wall, but she cannot use the walker yet so she needs help using a commode... THIS IS JUST WHAT HAPPENED TO MA. Everything, expect Ma's eyes went dark. I know the doctors I know the jerk ones, I know the therapy, I know the bathroom issues... I know what to do. I will make dinner and visit... but nobody gets how triggering it is.
The only reason she is not in a rehab is because of Corvid. She is refusing to go back for X-rays because of COVID. She has COPD and Asthma and knows she will die if she gets COVID. The want her in for X-rays every 2 weeks. I was honest and said that Ma's arm was pronounced healed 9 weeks (great news her arm is healed, bad news do want is to removed all of her insides or let her die) ... so I think she can wait.
I can tell from the conversation that she has mentally slipped.
I do remember many a good time and I don't want her tp go in a home and catch a disease so I will go over tomorrow after work.
It hate to get motivated when you work 3 ft away from your bed.
I have a new office chair coming. I will see if it works with the kitchen table. My kitchen is tiny...tiny enough that the fridge is outside in the hall. I don't really cook daily in there so the table just catches junk. If the chair height works with the table lets it will be my new office space. If it does not, then I will get a small white computer desk and take down the table. It makes me sad because it was used by both my Grandmother and Great Grandmother... for baking...not F'n spread sheets.
My Boss is on Vacation starting Wednesday. Looking forward to that.
I sent documentation to the people in Pennsylvania about the work they are to cover while Im out for Lobster Week. They thanked me for the doc and said they would meet a week from Friday. Ummm... it took a year to train someone on how to do what I need them to do on my VISA account...and even then it was messed up. They said we will look at it on the 24th. Wow... I can feel the team spirit. I sent a reply. The boss said nothing. I left it with "Okay, Thank you" That is my work euphemism for F.U. I do hope the call the boss while I am out.
At 9 AM I get a text from my friends in senior housing. They needed something so the call. Its interesting how I had put u with "non driving comments for years, but when something is needed I am there...not all the people with cars.
The disable friend fell 6 weeks ago and broke her arm. I had done some errands for them when they were car less... I had not visited because I didn't want to give a sick person any germs. Well, tomorrow the Roommate is going tp drive in a Birthday drive by for her 90 year old sister and the one with the broken arm cannot be left alone. She can't be alone because she needs a walker to wall, but she cannot use the walker yet so she needs help using a commode... THIS IS JUST WHAT HAPPENED TO MA. Everything, expect Ma's eyes went dark. I know the doctors I know the jerk ones, I know the therapy, I know the bathroom issues... I know what to do. I will make dinner and visit... but nobody gets how triggering it is.
The only reason she is not in a rehab is because of Corvid. She is refusing to go back for X-rays because of COVID. She has COPD and Asthma and knows she will die if she gets COVID. The want her in for X-rays every 2 weeks. I was honest and said that Ma's arm was pronounced healed 9 weeks (great news her arm is healed, bad news do want is to removed all of her insides or let her die) ... so I think she can wait.
I can tell from the conversation that she has mentally slipped.
I do remember many a good time and I don't want her tp go in a home and catch a disease so I will go over tomorrow after work.
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Date: 2020-07-13 11:59 pm (UTC)Ugh. Something tells me they will not get the results you do. :\
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Date: 2020-07-14 01:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-14 08:12 am (UTC)Good luck with your week away from work. I do hope you don't have to fix much of the work done in your absence :(
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Date: 2020-07-16 12:46 am (UTC)It hate to get motivated when you work 3 ft away from your bed.
I feel this SO HARD right now. =(
but nobody gets how triggering it is.
You know, you ARE allowed to say No if it's too upsetting. There's no rule that says you have to do anything that friends ask you to do.
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Date: 2020-07-16 01:45 am (UTC)