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Jun. 6th, 2020 09:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeYesterday I had an email from someone in Pennsylvania asking if I was available for her to show me a report that should help when I have hundreds of hand transactions to type. I have never met this person, I just know that if I am out her team is stuck with 3 hours of my work... I don't think that s fair, but I was never asked.
When I got on the web meeting my local boss was chatting away and never introduced me to anyone. She was chatting how wonderful this would be, etc... but I had no idea what this was. They planned the meeting without me about my work
At one point I had to say that I was sorry, but I didn't know about any of this but I am on board if it will help.
They chatted about converting a file into a spreadsheet...which I have done, but I don't know any of the data... My boss thought it was fabulous and chatted on an on. I was quiet...because in the end it may only help with one thing...and make it actually slower for the rest of the accounts... when all I really need is the ability to print and I could check the data easily.
Before they ended the call one woman asked this if I was going to be out that I should let her know so her team cold do my work... I guess I am not on that team, but I am segregated from my own team. I am confused.
They all said good bye and the meeting ended.
My local boss said nothing to me. She never checked in with me to see if I understood what to do. I don't. But I have a feeling it doesn't matter.
I don't learn this way.
But that doesn't seem to matter.
I want say something, but I don't feel that anyone wants to me to talk.
I have been working for almost 35 years (not counting the 2 I was unemployed and my time at the pen place) and I don't understand this.
I do know it makes me feel uneasy.
I work so hard and feel no one wants me.
and now is not a great time to be out of work...
and if I am dumped...how do I not get into this position again?
When I got on the web meeting my local boss was chatting away and never introduced me to anyone. She was chatting how wonderful this would be, etc... but I had no idea what this was. They planned the meeting without me about my work
At one point I had to say that I was sorry, but I didn't know about any of this but I am on board if it will help.
They chatted about converting a file into a spreadsheet...which I have done, but I don't know any of the data... My boss thought it was fabulous and chatted on an on. I was quiet...because in the end it may only help with one thing...and make it actually slower for the rest of the accounts... when all I really need is the ability to print and I could check the data easily.
Before they ended the call one woman asked this if I was going to be out that I should let her know so her team cold do my work... I guess I am not on that team, but I am segregated from my own team. I am confused.
They all said good bye and the meeting ended.
My local boss said nothing to me. She never checked in with me to see if I understood what to do. I don't. But I have a feeling it doesn't matter.
I don't learn this way.
But that doesn't seem to matter.
I want say something, but I don't feel that anyone wants to me to talk.
I have been working for almost 35 years (not counting the 2 I was unemployed and my time at the pen place) and I don't understand this.
I do know it makes me feel uneasy.
I work so hard and feel no one wants me.
and now is not a great time to be out of work...
and if I am dumped...how do I not get into this position again?
