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May. 30th, 2020 08:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeThis week was a short week, but just not great.
I have to get over not liking the way this job turned... its hard... it feels like punishment... feels like...I know there are worse things...
but it is leaving me exhausted after work so I finish work and do Dad chores and then I am wiped.
The other reason for the wiped is that I am not sleeping. I tried CBD and I went to sleep, but had weird dreams that reflected a horror story I was watching on NETFLIX.
For 3 days I have tried an over the counter melatonin and it seems to have had a reverse effect. I have been WIRED. Maybe end up with 3 hours of sleep... Its weird as I am sleepy in my chair... my head is nodding... but when I go to bed...ZING...
Dad is driving me crazy. Today he came up because her FINALLY got his economic stimulus $$$ from the government, but he got an EBT card and not a check. He doesn't use ATMs... he doesn't read them. He doesn't use a computer to access anything line. You can't just deposit the card value into the bank account. Just why would you send something complicated to a senior? Frankly I think the move is to maybe have the elderly not use it. Especially when many elders are sheltering due to the pandemic. Maybe they are hoping some confused old person would not understand and throw it away. The mail came at 4 PM. He has been up here 4 times...twice when I was on a video call with friends. I had to call to set up pin number just to access the account. The thing is that all he wanted to do with the money is pay what he owes on his 2019income tax...which I have to mail.
I have to get over not liking the way this job turned... its hard... it feels like punishment... feels like...I know there are worse things...
but it is leaving me exhausted after work so I finish work and do Dad chores and then I am wiped.
The other reason for the wiped is that I am not sleeping. I tried CBD and I went to sleep, but had weird dreams that reflected a horror story I was watching on NETFLIX.
For 3 days I have tried an over the counter melatonin and it seems to have had a reverse effect. I have been WIRED. Maybe end up with 3 hours of sleep... Its weird as I am sleepy in my chair... my head is nodding... but when I go to bed...ZING...
Dad is driving me crazy. Today he came up because her FINALLY got his economic stimulus $$$ from the government, but he got an EBT card and not a check. He doesn't use ATMs... he doesn't read them. He doesn't use a computer to access anything line. You can't just deposit the card value into the bank account. Just why would you send something complicated to a senior? Frankly I think the move is to maybe have the elderly not use it. Especially when many elders are sheltering due to the pandemic. Maybe they are hoping some confused old person would not understand and throw it away. The mail came at 4 PM. He has been up here 4 times...twice when I was on a video call with friends. I had to call to set up pin number just to access the account. The thing is that all he wanted to do with the money is pay what he owes on his 2019income tax...which I have to mail.
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Date: 2020-05-31 09:32 am (UTC)