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May. 24th, 2020 07:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeI need a new Quanrateam... Went to the cousins today. They are safe as they only leave the house for groceries. Today we went over and they watched golf... not even real golf but charity golf with 2 football players... and they were in the rain... it's still on... but I had had enough by 5...and I could get Dad to leave at 5:30
Now I have Sunday night anxiety...which sucks because I have the next 2 days off.
My boss training people secretly to do my work when I am out really bothers me.. and it makes my fight or flight instinct come out...even though I know that there is not a lot to do about it in lock down... and I would receive a package... I know this...but in my heart and head I just want to feel secure... and I don't... and I don't know how to fix that....
... well, a winning lottery ticket would help....
Tomorrow I work in the garden.
Now I have Sunday night anxiety...which sucks because I have the next 2 days off.
My boss training people secretly to do my work when I am out really bothers me.. and it makes my fight or flight instinct come out...even though I know that there is not a lot to do about it in lock down... and I would receive a package... I know this...but in my heart and head I just want to feel secure... and I don't... and I don't know how to fix that....
... well, a winning lottery ticket would help....
Tomorrow I work in the garden.
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Date: 2020-05-25 08:36 am (UTC)