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May. 22nd, 2020 03:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeLast night I had a dream of my Mom.
All she sad was "Sure, now you can work remote" No I know in real life she would have never said such a thing...but it has been playing in my subconscious.
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If the work remote goes on for a long time I guess I can dress the way I want... and do my hair any way I want... would it freak people out if you saw me with different hair looks each time you saw me? My older relative may get confused (there are only 2 of them) , but would normal people? It would be a distraction in for as lots of people there are white waspy people who think everyone should look like them... but working remote and all the corona virus stuff makes me feel like "who cares"
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My hands hurt like Hell, but my nails have never looked better. I could file them waiting for the work pc to update. I have a full 4 days or gardening planned. Lets see if the make it.
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My suspicions about the boss is that she is planning to dump me
Today I prepped some things because I am on PTO on Tuesday. I said that I didn't know how things would be done, but if there are any issues I ca just do it Wednesday. She said that Pennsylvania would be doing my work. Gee, I didn't know they were trained. She trained them back in February. Hmmmmm... they didn't force the job on me until we bugged out and was home for a month...and when I voiced my opinion she said she just found out. Now I knew that was a lie, but I dint realize that she has been lying to me since January.
Oh well... Where ever I end up... I hope they can take someone slightly eccentric. Im too tired of trying to fit in.
All she sad was "Sure, now you can work remote" No I know in real life she would have never said such a thing...but it has been playing in my subconscious.
*****
If the work remote goes on for a long time I guess I can dress the way I want... and do my hair any way I want... would it freak people out if you saw me with different hair looks each time you saw me? My older relative may get confused (there are only 2 of them) , but would normal people? It would be a distraction in for as lots of people there are white waspy people who think everyone should look like them... but working remote and all the corona virus stuff makes me feel like "who cares"
******
My hands hurt like Hell, but my nails have never looked better. I could file them waiting for the work pc to update. I have a full 4 days or gardening planned. Lets see if the make it.
******
My suspicions about the boss is that she is planning to dump me
Today I prepped some things because I am on PTO on Tuesday. I said that I didn't know how things would be done, but if there are any issues I ca just do it Wednesday. She said that Pennsylvania would be doing my work. Gee, I didn't know they were trained. She trained them back in February. Hmmmmm... they didn't force the job on me until we bugged out and was home for a month...and when I voiced my opinion she said she just found out. Now I knew that was a lie, but I dint realize that she has been lying to me since January.
Oh well... Where ever I end up... I hope they can take someone slightly eccentric. Im too tired of trying to fit in.
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Date: 2020-05-22 09:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-05-23 01:19 am (UTC)I am just afraid of isolating. My Mom statted isolating in her mid 50s and it developed to the point were she didn't care to leave the house. Ma had Me and Dad...but I will have no-one . I just need to be careful.