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Apr. 9th, 2020 09:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeFeeling off today.
Out of the blue the boss asked me for screen shots on how to get on to a system where I am the only one fully trained. I sent then as I was asked but nothing good can be coming from that. I instant messaged the woman that I am showing how to work the claims to see if the boss talked to her about anything...knowing that the boss is still pissed that I am unhappy with her choices for me (its just a choice for her, but for me it is my life). The coworker said that she was not asked about the function, but the boss kept asking her about what she does and wanting screen shots and such. She is afraid that after the pandemic we will be let go. She was upset. It's sad to think that we are doing our best and while working hard our management is plotting to get rid of us.
The boss did help with something today... and that makes me think something is up.
I asked the second in command how to match off something...and she said she could help but she would have to tell the boss that I could not do it on my own. What a twat. I was glad I was at home as "what a twat" came out of my mouth as a reflex. I said okay, if you must, but to be honest it is because the English in the descriptions does not make sense. Oh...and then she backed down. I suggested that once we were back to the office we could meet and she could give me an overview of the account so I can tell what items offset.
If I get let go I hope it will be in June. I want the summer.
If it is now I know I can get a job at a market.
While this is worrisome I know its not what is bugging me.
3 weeks in iso is bugging me.
Work aggravation happening in my bedroom is bugging me... (its where my desk is)
Not painting (arts, crafts... not walls) or creating is bugging me.
I need new glasses and my eye appointment was canceled.
I have a temporary crown and I need the real thing...I won't get that until June.
55 is bugging me....even if that is August.
Out of the blue the boss asked me for screen shots on how to get on to a system where I am the only one fully trained. I sent then as I was asked but nothing good can be coming from that. I instant messaged the woman that I am showing how to work the claims to see if the boss talked to her about anything...knowing that the boss is still pissed that I am unhappy with her choices for me (its just a choice for her, but for me it is my life). The coworker said that she was not asked about the function, but the boss kept asking her about what she does and wanting screen shots and such. She is afraid that after the pandemic we will be let go. She was upset. It's sad to think that we are doing our best and while working hard our management is plotting to get rid of us.
The boss did help with something today... and that makes me think something is up.
I asked the second in command how to match off something...and she said she could help but she would have to tell the boss that I could not do it on my own. What a twat. I was glad I was at home as "what a twat" came out of my mouth as a reflex. I said okay, if you must, but to be honest it is because the English in the descriptions does not make sense. Oh...and then she backed down. I suggested that once we were back to the office we could meet and she could give me an overview of the account so I can tell what items offset.
If I get let go I hope it will be in June. I want the summer.
If it is now I know I can get a job at a market.
While this is worrisome I know its not what is bugging me.
3 weeks in iso is bugging me.
Work aggravation happening in my bedroom is bugging me... (its where my desk is)
Not painting (arts, crafts... not walls) or creating is bugging me.
I need new glasses and my eye appointment was canceled.
I have a temporary crown and I need the real thing...I won't get that until June.
55 is bugging me....even if that is August.
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Date: 2020-04-10 01:54 pm (UTC)(for the record, i don't believe "what a twat" is all that condemning wrt your boss and some of her actions)
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