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Oct. 28th, 2018 04:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravena_kadeI have the Sunday night anxiety blues. Means I need a new job.
I know my main job and function so I should be okay, but when I asked for new work they gave me a job where the trainer is hostile only spoke to me and my back up for 40 minutes without teaching us anything. I have 3 days to try and do a test run, then the real thing needs to be done. It is just a month end reporting ting, but without any real training I am anxious and my boss doesn't want to get me the tools to do the job.
The training was like if someone was teaching you how to drive and started by having climb through the trunk just to get in and then tell you about race car driving and then not giving you a key to start the damn thing and when you hot wire it they replace the windshield with steel plate so you can't see to go forward... oh, and the notes are in Navajo code.
I am ramping up my search, but it is hard as I want a simple but satisfying job, but I need to make what I make now... or win about $15K in the lottery to let me start over lower... and that isn't happening...
And I know I have been down because I have not really stepping into the Craft room since Martin Luther King Day last January. I am working on that today.
I know my main job and function so I should be okay, but when I asked for new work they gave me a job where the trainer is hostile only spoke to me and my back up for 40 minutes without teaching us anything. I have 3 days to try and do a test run, then the real thing needs to be done. It is just a month end reporting ting, but without any real training I am anxious and my boss doesn't want to get me the tools to do the job.
The training was like if someone was teaching you how to drive and started by having climb through the trunk just to get in and then tell you about race car driving and then not giving you a key to start the damn thing and when you hot wire it they replace the windshield with steel plate so you can't see to go forward... oh, and the notes are in Navajo code.
I am ramping up my search, but it is hard as I want a simple but satisfying job, but I need to make what I make now... or win about $15K in the lottery to let me start over lower... and that isn't happening...
And I know I have been down because I have not really stepping into the Craft room since Martin Luther King Day last January. I am working on that today.
