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Monday night I took an Nantucket Sleigh ride at the shelter. A Nantucket Sleigh Ride is a whaling term...when the harpooned whale takes off and pulls the small boat all over the place. I had a big female pitbull on a leash and I slid on ice... I went down slow enough so I didn't hit my head, but I feared dropping the leash because she would have ran away into the street. I was dragged about 30 before one of the guys at the Homeless Shelter ran up and stepped on the leash. Another helped me up. Both knew that they shouldn't touch the dog. Other shelter people ran up and grabbed the dog. I was okay...and laughed. I guess it looked like the dog was pulling an orange sled. Glad it worked out okay.

Yesterday was weird in a mental head space ...mostly with interactions from people. At one point I felt like a blob and nothing... and then in another interaction I found myself in total control and there I should be in my head space. Its tiring bouncing back and forth in this head space. I need more outside time. I should have gone outside afterwork, but the sidewalks were all ice again.

In work half the team is afraid of being fired in a month. The workers in space and Poland are afraid they will be in WW3 in a month. Very tense. Me...well..the Boston Boss is away until the 9th so I can kind of relax. I will be going outside today!