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Feb. 24th, 2021 04:13 pmStill with the mid winter blahs plus covid blahs.
Tired of hearing the only people in my COVID bubble telling me to just suck up work stuff..yes, because the money is more important than I am. It has me down eve if I know it is a load of crap.
Work and covid world has triggered my neurological issues. Had to pull out the old bag of tricks for dealing with that. Although...with all the other stuff that really doesn't matter anymore.
The boss is supposed to set goals with us in a meeting. For me she sent me a copy of what a team member in Pennsylvania does and said just copy this. I dont do any of that. I know she is just phoning it in with me. I rewrote it and told her that it didnt cover the most important thing I do for the bank... and that has a lot of risk associated with it so I want credit for it until it leaves the department. Oi.
Had a fresh lunch. Stir fried Baby Boy Choi with a bit of say and chili sauce. I need some fresh things. Light and flavorful. Not the traditional heavy things Dad eats. I have a craving for ceveche...wish is very different from my Sushi cravings.(I cant wait to be able to go to good restaurants again).
There are a couple of tiny green shoots coming up in my mail box garden. I hope they are the crocus I planted last fall. It's too early for the Emperor Tulips.
Once the snow goes away I am going to start walking again around the estuary. It is nice to see all the birds. The Eagles were not here long enough this year.
Tired of hearing the only people in my COVID bubble telling me to just suck up work stuff..yes, because the money is more important than I am. It has me down eve if I know it is a load of crap.
Work and covid world has triggered my neurological issues. Had to pull out the old bag of tricks for dealing with that. Although...with all the other stuff that really doesn't matter anymore.
The boss is supposed to set goals with us in a meeting. For me she sent me a copy of what a team member in Pennsylvania does and said just copy this. I dont do any of that. I know she is just phoning it in with me. I rewrote it and told her that it didnt cover the most important thing I do for the bank... and that has a lot of risk associated with it so I want credit for it until it leaves the department. Oi.
Had a fresh lunch. Stir fried Baby Boy Choi with a bit of say and chili sauce. I need some fresh things. Light and flavorful. Not the traditional heavy things Dad eats. I have a craving for ceveche...wish is very different from my Sushi cravings.(I cant wait to be able to go to good restaurants again).
There are a couple of tiny green shoots coming up in my mail box garden. I hope they are the crocus I planted last fall. It's too early for the Emperor Tulips.
Once the snow goes away I am going to start walking again around the estuary. It is nice to see all the birds. The Eagles were not here long enough this year.
